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Saturday, November 14, 2009 12:02 PM


Some times..
It's just so obvious that some things will have to happen..
But when it happens...
You can do nothing except to just wait for the expected ending to unfold before your eyes.

It's hurting and torturous.
But that's the price that u gotta pay..
For doing things that you should have known that would bring undesirable consequences..

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PS: I don't wanna be selfish~~ but how...?


Thursday, November 12, 2009 8:35 PM


Ooo.
Today is a day where i meet people whom i don't often meet~
Hee, it's a nice feeling.
Catching up w people and know that i haven't lost touch w the outside world (:
Cos as u ppl noe , i kinda like to stay home n rot -.-

Anyhows.
Went down Dover w courteous accompaniment of Fu Yu Han :P
Wells, he's on the way since he's gg Outram to be a filial son :D
Nice chat, nice talk, nice accompaniment.
Thanks. ^^

Went SP to find Bryant and De Sheng.
They had a rushed lunch cos De Sheng had some practical to attend.
Wu-hops.
Me n Bryant nearly got lost in SP -.-
It's so messy and erms, unorganized i guess.
But luckily i still managed to find my way from the library to Dover MRT >.<

Met Yixuan in school for lunch. (:
Wells, i'm there to return my overdue books too.
Finally, after countless attempts of "are you in sch?" haha.
As usual, the same topic.
Many secrets and lies exposed, but of cos, they matter no more.
Just hope that he will change for the better and stop targeting innocent girls.

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BB's going Singapore Discovery Center tmrw.
Childish peeps. lols.
And..
I rly wanna go Army musuem ehs. -.-
BRING ME THERE, SOMEONE! (:

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Oh yea, this video.
Srsly cute. i love this boy!



PS: Wow, how feelings affect.


Wednesday, November 11, 2009 10:01 PM


此时此刻,
我又想抒发我内心的感受了...
不知为何,心里有好多话想说,但似乎都被埋在心里,好压抑...

虽然最近都呆在家..
但也就是在此时此刻,我的思绪才一直不断的在打转着...
都是一些红尘俗事..
但都逃避不了现实..
不得不让我静下心来思考...

这几天都沉浸在戏剧世界里..
它们并非一味的胡来乱演,而是通过剧情和对话来表达世间的点点滴滴...
虽然现实并不像它们所演的如此完美...
坏人一定会死,有情人一定会终成眷属..
但其中的哲理,是不可忽略的..

最能表达我内心感受的非《桃花小妹》莫属了...
故事讲述:
一个小姑娘,陈桃花,事家里的唯一女生,有五个哥哥。
各个都有痴妹连结,对妹妹非常的保护,不会让她受到一点伤害...
只要有男生对她存有遐想,他们一定会对他下毒手..
导致她对哥哥们的依赖性特别的强,不懂得自立..
朋友们也不多,只限于一两个女生..
就连对自己喜欢的男生,她也得三思而后行,免得对男生造成伤害...
结果连见面都得偷偷摸摸..

我.. 不知该从什么角度诠释她的立场...
该替他感到幸福呢?还是悲哀?
不同人不同看法, 但...
我相信我会是最了解她的人...

有空去看看吧! (:

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LOLS, one show also got so many posters. >.<
I was just bo liaos, so i scanned out all the different posters.
There might be more, just can't be bothered alr.
But the show's really nice, cos it rly reflects life, not just about love.
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by me, taiwan show freak! :P

PS: I know sometimes it's gonna rain~~


Tuesday, November 10, 2009 12:22 PM


Hmms.
Wanted to blog yst.
But suddenly, laziness overwhelmed me.
So i'm here only till now. hehe (:

Yst wasn't much of an interesting day to me either.
Or rather-
which day would when BB's not around? sucks.
Still, i didn't stay at home the whole day to rot either.

Had lunch w Bryant Poh at Tamp 1 - Say Cheeze :D
I've been wanting to try since it's opening cos its boss is a nice man too. ^^
Finally got it down my gullet yst....
and *ahem*, it wasn't as BOOMZ also lar.
I was too full & i didn't finish it. :(

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Walked around the 3 malls to look for his Prom wear and masquerade mask.
Tsk, Tamp is total boredom lar.
So final decision, black shirt and pants from G2000. >.<
Ex, but i tot it was quite nice n appropriate for him? lols
He's gonna make the speech,
and as an advisor, i can't make him lose face bahs.
oya, and thr's his script..
Working on its structure bahs, cos it's just a simple gratitude speech -.-

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PS: Dad's asking me to play stocks.
But tsk, i'm a very negative person.
I don't think i'm able to make it.
forget it -.-





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Music Moves Me.

Music Playing: 倒数
Singer: 萧亚轩 "每当对方掉一次眼泪
或是每当对方说一次
我爱你的时候
那个时候
他所有做过,所有的一切事情
都可以,当做没发生过"

怎么我会说太晚了你不用送
其实我想说可不可以不要走
唱一段歌尾奏已经结束
突然我们都沉默 你不敢看我

讨厌这样我们都有话藏着不说
你总是那么处处在意我
越害怕伤害我我感觉越难受
你不懂 我沒你想像脆弱

熱情結束以後
冷靜開始以後
時間開始慫恿勸深愛的人放棄
我不想倒數還能愛多久
不愛我請離開我

勇敢祝福以前
找到幸福以前
我會耐心等候並重新適應寂寞
開始倒數開始忘記
值得你的愛 已確定不是我

下一個週末會不會就各自過
漸漸少聯絡這樣算不算分手
我會想念你親吻你擁抱
讨厌这样爱变质后谁都不认得
情人终究不一定变朋友
越相互关心着越加速疏远了
别触碰 我在深秋的笑容

热情结束以后
冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久
不爱我请离开我

勇敢祝福以前
找到幸福以前
我會耐心等候並重新適應寂寞
開始倒數 開始忘記
值得你的愛 已確定不是我

是不是从前我们太懒惰
任性往相反方向移动
直到看不清楚
说出那一句谢谢你
眼泪突然夺眶而出快要不能自己
难 很困难 再见要说的多困难

热情结束以后
冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人
放弃我不想倒数
还能爱多久
不爱我请离开我

勇敢祝福以前
找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记我们都爱过

热情结束以后
冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久
不爱我请离开我

勇敢祝福以前
找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数 开始忘记 值得你的爱我确定不是我

选择了艰难的路走 我相信这样是对的



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